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'Man of Steel': The Superman we 'need and deserve'?

Posted by Xajuan Bryan Timothy Smith on July 23, 2012
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Reblogged from Hero Complex - movies, comics, pop culture - Los Angeles Times:

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Clark Kent writes for the Daily Planet but his new biographer, Larry Tye, filed his own front-page stories for the Boston Globe and Louisville Courier-Journal. Tye, author of "Satchel: The Life and Times of an American Legend," is fresh from Comic-Con International where he was promoting "Superman: The High-Flying History of America's Most Enduring Hero," the 432-page hardcover from Random House that is being billed as the first "full-fledged biography" of the character that is called both Kal-El and Kent.

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the world needs a hero, or a story of one to bring out the heroes inside us to be able to know right from wrong..

Girls on girls

Posted by Xajuan Bryan Timothy Smith on June 4, 2012
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I can get phone numbers like clockwork. Meeting an interesting girl, that my friend is hard, getting them to communicate well is even harder. Smh 7 new chicks. Nobody to talk tonight.  after reviewing a spreadsheet I keep of names and statistics I have had sex with 89 out of 102 women.  I can still count on one hand who I have loved.  don’t get me wrong I care for them all. but I will not settle.  I seek that magic I know to be real.  the myth called Love…

Back up plan.

Posted by Xajuan Bryan Timothy Smith on May 31, 2012
Posted in: Advice, Dating, Personal Experience. Tagged: experience, life, reality, survival, xajuan. Leave a Comment

So it has been revealed to me that this girl i had actually liked had me around strictly as a fail safe. A back up man in so many words. It was easy to tell when it happened to be likely the back up wasn’t needed. She stopped answering as quickly as she was known for doing.

I really wanted to say a lot of mean Things. You don’t kiss a guy you don’t plan to keep around. She could have at least opted for a goodbye one night stand event. But she seems not even able to have that much cognitive ability. so anticipating this i had courted seven potential women online on a dating site. With the desire not to be made a fool of, i have their numbers, names and pictures by the time my work shift ended. Golden rule on the search for true love. Don’t trust anyone you don’t love already ;-) .

Broken….

Posted by Xajuan Bryan Timothy Smith on May 27, 2012
Posted in: Advice, Dating, Personal Experience. Tagged: broken, dating, deoderant, experience, life, reality, survival, women, xajuan. Leave a Comment

So I have been dating…A LOT of different women. I have come to the conclusion there isn’t anyone for me. nobody believes in the idea unconditional. I swear I’m always meeting someone crazy, selfish, stupid, bipolar, inconsiderate or arrogant.

I had nothing to do today so i figure i wast time and go deodorant shopping, I brought three bars (I hate running out at the wrong moment)

got to work two hours early and dropped my phone. I have a job that I cant do with out the information i look on my phone for. smh so the girl I thought was super special is probably just special ed.   tired of being let down. I deserve some one with a decent metal capacity. I deserve friends who wish to hang with me without gauging my honor by how many girls i defend them against and how often I can drive them places. I don’t deserved to be treated like I’m broken and im not useful when the fun is happening. I don’t deserve to play phone tag with a man of God for $1000 computer i agreed to let him make payments on. 

I don’t deserve not seeing a child someone claims is mine but reveal lies to me constantly because I try to be generous to people who apparently don’t know i used to have a vicious anger problem i keep trying to suppress.

I swear I’m too nice its only a matter of time before I go off and people start looking how they really are, stupid, dumb, and broke as all hell!

Night out with the little sibling

Posted by Xajuan Bryan Timothy Smith on May 18, 2012
Posted in: Family. Tagged: experience, life, reality, survival, xajuan. Leave a Comment

Just triming up I don’t want to look the oldest out of the bunch lol



Car on the Fritz

Posted by Xajuan Bryan Timothy Smith on May 15, 2012
Posted in: Advice, Dating, Personal Experience, Uncategorized. Tagged: experience, life, poetry, reality, survival, xajuan. Leave a Comment

My cars alternator went out yesterday and put me behind schedule two hours. But I met a charming lady two years older than me. And the chemistry is nothing short of amazing. Love an intellectual woman unfazed by the wordly trends. hope something will come from this!

-UPDATE- nothing came from this. the search Continues.

Naujalene Bashir

Posted by Xajuan Bryan Timothy Smith on May 10, 2012
Posted in: Family, Fatherly Instinct. Tagged: experience, father, had, life, reality, sad, survival, tears, try, wish, xajuan. Leave a Comment

Naujalene Bashir

born April 27th 3:20am 7 pounds and one ounce, 20 inches long.

born to her  mother who named her after another man she married, and refused to keep the name that I had given Naujalene…

she will be two weeks tomorrow and I still not held or seen my Child except in digital photos uploaded on twitter…

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